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Oct. 26th, 2008

Untitled - SPN - pg-13

TITLE: untitled

AUTHOR: [info]anansay

FANDOM: Supernatural

CHARACTERS/PAIRING: Sam; Dean (no pairings)

GENRE: Gen

RATING: pg-13

WORDS:100

SPOILERS: well, the entire show up to 4.06, really

WARNINGS: none

DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Eric Kripke, and company.

PROMPT: for 100_ghosts challenge on LJ - #42 - a wing and a prayer

 

SUMMARY: Dean does something he's swore he'd never do: hope


 
Sam is falling.  Fast. 

Dean has been watching for months.  Watching the demons get sent back to hell.  Watching as his brother’s soul slowly disintegrates.  Watches as Ruby picks up the pieces, stuffs them in the maw that was her soul.  His brother is falling and there’s nothing Dean can do about it. 

Deaf ears and blind eyes is all he gets now.  The apocalypse is on the horizon and his brother is running pell-mell toward it.  Dean chokes on the dust.  Looks skyward.  Sees the darkening clouds converging, thickening.  And Dean prays. 

Prays that Castiel will keep his word. 


-end-

Sep. 8th, 2007

Deconstruction of Dean - SPN - Sam/Dean - NC-17

I have sat on this for so long.  I posted it once and my first comment pointed me to a glaring plot-error which just sent me careening back to the drawing board.  I have since fixed it, read it over a few dozen times, am pretty sure it's all plot-flowy now.  I could be wrong. 
I can only term this 'crack' because it makes no sense and was written in the darkest hours of the night, when things never make any sense, by the lone light of my (lost in the ether, oh how I miss thee!) laptop.  I can't explain it.  I refuse to, as a matter of fact.  It's just one of those things that grew, like fungus, taking on whatever shape it felt like. 



TITLE:
Deconstruction of Dean
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Supernatural
CHARACTERS/PAIRING: Sam, Dean,
RATING: R/NC-17
WORDS: 5,900+
GENRE: Gen; attempt at humour; attempt at plot
WARNINGS: m/m, slightly non-con if you kinda sorta squint
SPOILERS: No eps spoiled. 
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters; they belong to Eric Kripke.
BETA: Nada. 

SUMMARY: Sometimes things just don't make any sense and are not worth analyzing.  They just happen.  It's just a job.  Right? 

Deconstruction of Dean )

Aug. 13th, 2007

Scent - SPN - Sam/Dean - PG

TITLE: Scent
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Supernatural
CHARACTERS/PAIRING: Dean/Sam, if you squint
RATING: PG
WORDS: 650+
GENRE: Gen/slash, if that makes any sense
WARNINGS: None
SPOILERS: None
DISCLAIMER: All characters are property of Eric Kripke.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Most of the time my stories begin with the first line.  It pops into my head, and then I go from there. 
BETA: Nada. 

SUMMARY: Smell is a powerful inducer. 


Scent )

Untitled 1 - SPN - R

TITLE: Untitled 1
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Supernatural
CHARACTER/PAIRING: Sam, Dean; no pairings
RATING: R - disturbing imagery
WORDS: 4000+
GENRE: Gen
WARNINGS: None.  Just something crack-tastic.
DISCLAIMER: Recognizable characters belong to Eric Kripke; all others crawled out of my brain sludge. 
AUTHOR'S NOTES:  This is complete and utter crack.  I have no idea what it is.  If you can tell me, please do so.  If it's mindless crack that should never ever see the light of day again, please be gentle as you shove it back down my gullet.  Thank you.
BETA: None.  Holy hell I don't know if anybody would want to read this for me and still allow me to post it.  That said, enjoy reading it! *G*

SUMMARY: There's Sam, and Dean, and zombies.  Need I say more? 

here she be )

Jul. 5th, 2007

Innocent Insanity
100 words
Dean POV


When you kill a child, it should hurt.  It should make you bleed more ways than you think possible.  It should rend your soul and cripple your mind and destroy you slowly as you sink into your own putrid abyss.  It should not feel like this.  It should not feel good, or right, or valiant.  It should feel difficult. 

But when that cherubic child showed his face in Dean's mirror, grinning, Dean felt no problem about grabbing his gun and shattering the mirror.  The blood that oozed from the cracks, however, wasn't cool. 

fic-scene: Losing - R - SPN

It seems I can write, but only tidbit scenes.  I'm enjoying them, really.  I only wish it would come for longer than an extended hiccup.  Or maybe it's like a really good sneeze, good, intense, but over too quickly.  Kinda like an orgasm, but without any lengthy buildup.  A quickie. 

I'll call this one Losing
It's rated a distant R. 
There might be Dean/Sam if you squint hard enough.  Or it just might be some real intense brotherly love.  Reader's choice. 
Spoilers to the end of S2.



Dean walks like he's a powerhouse—firm and steady.  There is nothing soft about him, never has been, never will be.  Maybe once, a long time ago, a forgetful time, a time he chooses not to remember, there was softness about his face, in his eyes, from his smile.  It was wiped away in one fell swoop, a lick of flame cauterizing the frown to his face.  He doesn't remember how to really smile now.  He only knows how to grin maniacally, cock a gun, pull the trigger, and never check to see that his aim is, indeed, dead-on.  He remembers his daddy's sad smile when he was six and blew away a dozen dented cans from a nearby farm fence.  He felt it in his bones, a cooling of his blood even as it boiled in his veins.  He imagined he could smell it--the blood.  Blood of creatures not of this world, the world of the humans.  He smelt it and felt himself step into their world and suddenly he could smell it all the time, the coppery stench of spilt blood, tinged with evil. 

Even in his sleep, there is a rigidity that never leaves him.  He feels it in the morning, in the creaking of his bones, the painful stretch of muscles.  He remembers it in his dreams—bricks walls painted black in the moonlight.  Holding a gun is second nature to him, his hand molding perfectly to the fine angles and cool steel.  The reverb is caught and held in shoulders long grown stiff from holding up worlds of pain and knowledge. 

He knows all this, feels it like marrow in his bones, a part of him from the beginning, the second beginning.  When he held Sam's soft body in his arms, heard the wails of a terrified infant, and felt his heart harden under his father's hate-filled gaze.  It was a peripheral heat that he felt from his father, not directed at him, but singeing him nonetheless.  And when he looked down at his brother's cherubic face dotted with demon blood, he had to wonder, too, why a child could bring such pain to a once-happy family, even if it was only by happenstance. 

When he holds Sam now, it's still to feel something soft pressing back, a molding of brother to brother.  Even with the height difference (which should really tick Dean off, but it doesn't), he can still feel Sam bowing to him, slinking into himself.  And when he looks into Sam's eyes, it's like looking into melting chocolate.  The smile is like sweet softness brushing against his flickering resolve.  He wants to give in, to relax, to close his eyes and not see eyes discoloured from within, black or yellow, bodies distorted with demon-disease and coming apart like overripe watermelon.  Or pestilence set free. 

He wants to feel more than his molding to something else.  Wants to feel his entire body shifting and changing and becoming what he knows it can.  He wants to feel warmth beneath him, soft breasts or hard planes of muscled chest, soft lips around his cock, or a taut unforgiving asshole clenching him too tightly.   He wants to feel it for what it is, not what it might be should something find him at the wrong time.  He never looks into people's eyes, only makes a semblance of obversation. 

But now, when he holds Sam to him, feels a hand on the back of his neck, sees that puppy-dog look squinting at him, he does feel himself soften, feel something bleed inside, weeping for something that ought to have been a long time ago.  Not today.  Not now.  Too late.  When he sees those puppy eyes darken and harden and sees those long-fingered hands holding the gun ever-so-fucking steady and hearing the sharp CLACK of bullets aiming and hitting their mark— When Sam looks up at him, a small tiny grin tipping the sides of his mouth, a drop of blood on his cheek that he wipes off slowly, like he's enjoying the feel of blood smearing into his skin— When he doesn't drop the gun in horror at having killed, not a demon, but another human being, something he'd avoided doing only a few hours before— When Dean sees this, he feels the air crackling with electricity and knows his baby brother is becoming something Dean wouldn't wish on most humans. 

Sam is becoming like Dean. 


cross-posted to my fic journal

Jun. 10th, 2007

something in Supernatural fandom... a scene

Wow. 

Amazing what can come out of a bit of dialogue that comes unbidden in the midst of making teriyaki sauce and listening to movie scores on AIM-Music.  I had no idea what it was.  I was going to let it go after the very first bit of dialogue and just chop it up to random voice in my head.  But then I wondered what would come of it if I did continue it.  And . . .

This is the first bit of writing I've done in a long time.  It's obnoxiously short, and quite random.  A blink of a scene.  Of course, as per my usual, it's full-on angst.  Reader beware.  But if you come at me with pitchforks, I will not be held responsible for my response, whether it be more writing, or no more.  I have no idea. 

It's in the Supernatural fandom.  Brotherly love.  Rated probably in the realm of a hard PG-13.  Unbeta'd, of course.  (and what IS the proper conjugation of 'beta' anyway? is it even a verb?)  Oh, and it's probably a complete desecration of the characters.  So . . . don't hit me. 

Read more... )

May. 31st, 2007

f-locked

This  journal is now f-locked due to some recent concerns.

It's unlocked.  I'm not going to give in to fear.  I have nothing to hide.  Besides, it's all backed up anyway.  :D

Apr. 4th, 2007

Original: The Box

I was cleaning out my son's bedroom and I opened the closet door to see this box sitting perfectly in the middle of the floor.  Of course, I had to write something about it. 


- The Box
- by [info]murphy_kismet (aka [info]anansay)
- horror
- 1200+ words


Nobody remembered where the box had come from.  Only that one day it was there.  But that was normal in the Garrett household, what with the boxes of hand-me-downs coming in from family and friends to outfit the children.  Sometimes those boxes contained more than clothes.  Those things were usually divvied up between the children in a more or less amicable fashion.  Still, nobody remembered claiming the box as theirs.

It sat on the floor tucked in a corner of the children's bedroom, as inconspicuous as a simple piece of wood, decorated with simple marker scratches—a child's attempt at decorations.  There were tiny stabs as though from a knife, probably another's kid attempt at opening a box that didn't belong to them.  It was a well used, if not loved, wooden box with a rusty metal latch but no lock.  So the mother bought a lock and the boy appropriated it as his own. 

For a boy of thirteen, a lockable box was like a mine of gold.  The mother never asked what he stored in it, only complained when she had to pick up constantly from its apparent travels about the house.  Of course, the boy never laid claim to being its carrier.  The box just simply moved itself, and the mother left it that, knowing, in her motherly way that the boy was, indeed, its carrier and simply didn't think it worthwhile to return it to its proper place: in his room. 

But when the mother opened her eyes one morning and found the box atop her night stand, she swung her legs out of bed, grabbed the box, and slammed it down on her sleeping son's bed.  He woke with a start, eyes wide and crusted with sleep, morning breath pouring out of his mouth like waves of putrefaction.  (She made a mental note of her weekly brushing of her son's teeth to ensure their proper cleaning.)

"I told you to stay out of my room William!"

"I didn't do it . . . !" he mumbled, wiping his eyes.

"Well, how did this get in there, eh?"  She hit the box with her fist. It wobbled on the bed. 

"I don't know."  That was his answer for everything, whether he knew the answer or not.

"Keep it on your own room, stay out of my room, or it's going in the garbage.  Understand?"

"Yeah . . ."  William put the box on the floor, rolled over, and began snoring.

The mother stared at her son, gave the box a half-hearted kick, and went to the bathroom.

In the following days, the box would be found in almost every room of the house.  Sitting in a corner on the kitchen counter.  Behind the toilet.  Blocking the outside door so that one would have to slide the box along the rug to get the door open.  And sometimes, even in the middle of the hallway.  Mother stubbed her toe on it one time bringing in groceries.  Luckily, the eggs did not bear the brunt of her anger. 

"I told you to keep this box in your room!" she'd bellow and kick it towards the room.  It'd slide a bit, and stop when it reached the wall, the lock jangling in its metal loop. 

Nobody thought twice about the box except as a box.  It was just a cheaply made wooden box.  The mother had never seen the son playing with it, never saw him put anything in it, never even heard the jiggle of the lock, even at night.  When she'd ask him, covertly, what he put in it, he'd shrug his shoulders and change the channel on the television. 

Things started disappearing.  At first it was small things: a cheap calculator; matches; a few coins; the pencil sharpener; pens.  It was frustrating, and that was all.  Suppers became a thing of the past as the kids gravitated more and more to the couch to eat, their eyes glued to the television.  Plates and utensils were found beneath the couch instead of in the sink.  The hamper remained suspiciously empty, as did their dresser drawers, and the laundry loads diminished.  Over five hundred channels on the television and still the kids would complain there was nothing to watch.  The computer held no more interest.  Bedtime leaned more and more into the wee hours of the morning, despite the mother's admonitions. 

The kids were gone to school and the mother was doing her weekly manic bit of cleaning, having gotten fed up with the piles taking over every flat surface.  The music was loud and rhythmic, raunchy voices drilling holes in her apathy and making her move.  At first she thought it was the music, something groaning and pulsing.  She'd bob her head, her body moving in rhythm, but every few moments she'd be jarred out of her head by a sudden noise that didn't go with the music.  She paused the music; the sound stopped.  She turned on the music; and a little while later the sound returned.  Pause; play; pause; play. 

Finally she turned down the music and listened.  It wasn't coming from the speakers.  She turned the music down lower and followed the sound.  Into her son's bedroom. Into the closet.  And there, on the floor of the closet, in the perfect middle, sat the box.  It's lid was closed but not tightly.  Like a layer of air was keeping it open, straining against the lock.  And the closet was warm, and damp.  Nothing else lay on the floor but the box.  No clothes moist from a trip to the local pool.  No wet towels from a shower.  Bare. 

She went to her purse and took out her keys, on the ring of which was the key to the lock on the box. 

The box was warm, like it'd been cradled, rubbed hard.  The lock, though, was hot.  The key shook as it approached the opening and she had to take a deep breath and steady her hand.  It slid in smooth.  She turned it and heard the tumblers sliding in the place, releasing the latch and the U popped up. Immediately the lid bounced upward slightly, like a jaw falling open, giving her just a peek inside.  She lifted the lid, slowly, and was assaulted with the same horrible smell that her son's mouth would emit in the mornings: something fetid.  Horrible.  She cinched her shirt up above her nose and breathed shallowly, waiting to see what food her son had hidden in the box, and then forgot about. 

When the box was fully opened and displaying its contents, the mother fell backward, her hand at her cloth-covered mouth. 

Inside the box, there was a pulse of air and the groaning sound.  As the mother sat back and heard only the groaning, she began to recognize sound, words.  When she peered back in, she couldn't see the bottom for the thickness that lay in it.  Like fog, only . . . more.  There was a thought that if she put her hand in it, she'd feel it, a weight on her flesh, warm and pulsing.  She didn't want to touch it.  But as she looked the thickness began shifting, growing and dipping. A scream lodged in her throat, nearly choking her. 

Her son's face was looking back at her.  Only it was an expression she'd never seen before.  Terror.  Eyes wide and mouth open, almost cracking the sides.  From that maw there spoke a deep guttural voice.

I have your son.

The face dissipated.  The air thinned.  And there, on the bottom of the box, was a lump of flesh, dark red and pulsing.  A heart. 


Mar. 2nd, 2007

a wtf fic

Apparently I'm a liar.  Or maybe this is all I can do.  This is my limit.  This is my best.  Who knows. 

I started this early this afternoon, and then had to put it aside for, you know, Life.  Came back and added some more. 
The surprising thing, well surprising to me, is that the tone followed.  The way I see it, that is.  The tone doesn't deviate.  Can you tell where I had to leave off?  I didn't think so.  See?  Odd.  Very, very odd.  And scary.  Because, you see, this is a good thing.  But I fear it is a one-shot deal.  This time only.  Never again.  Like one of those really, really rare comets that flash through the sky in the blink of an eye, once every two thousand years.  You know? 

Anyway.  It's rated R.  Maybe an NC-17.  Don't really know.  It's Harry/Draco (there's the second part of my lie).  And it's sex.  Well, sorta.  Kinda.  Not really.  Just read it, yeah?

Oh, and it's non-beta'd, so all stupid mistakes are all mine.


It wasn't something he'd ever intended on seeing. )

Dec. 30th, 2006

Heat - KH - Riku/Sora - R

TITLE: Heat
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
  FANDOM: Kingdom Hearts
PAIRING/CHARACTERS:Riku/Sora; Sora's POV
WORDS: 2,020
RATING: R
GENRE: Humour.
WARNING: Slash/Yaoi/boy-on-boy love, a slight (?) abuse of italics.
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Square Enix.
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Don't talk to me about the title.  I suck at them.  Plain and simple.  Let's just hope the story does not take after it's title, yeah?  Good.  Onward, then!
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.
BETA: Not beta’d. (If it had been, the title might have been LOADS better.  Eh, most likely, I have no doubts.)  Other than that, all mistakes are mine.  Even canon mistakes.  And THOSE I DO want to know about!  And--HOLY HELL last story of the year!!

SUMMARY: It's the hottest day on Destiny Islands and Riku's eating ice cream.

Heat )

Dec. 28th, 2006

Incite - KH - Riku/Sora (Axel-centric and POV) - R

TITLE: Incite
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
    FANDOM: Kingdom Hearts
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Riku/Sora; Axel-centric and POV
WORDS: 440+
RATING: R
GENRE: Drama.
WARNING: Slash.
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Square Enix.
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Still writing about Axel, though now Riku's made an appearance. 
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.
BETA: Not beta’d.

SUMMARY: Axel doesn't understand some fires.

Incite )

Dec. 26th, 2006

Yearning - KH - Axel/Roxas - R

TITLE: Yearning
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
  FANDOM: Kingdom Hearts
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Axel/Roxas; Axel-centric
WORDS: 450+
RATING: R
GENRE: Drama.
WARNING: Slash.
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Square Enix.
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: A need to write Axel, that is all. 
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.
BETA: Not beta’d.

SUMMARY: It's different with Roxas. 

Yearning )

Dec. 25th, 2006

Stimuli - KH - Axel/Sora - R

TITLE: Stimuli
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Kingdom Hearts
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Axel/Sora; Axel-centric
WORDS: 660+
RATING: R
GENRE: Drama.
WARNING: Slash.
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Square Enix.
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Although my favourite character to date is Riku (yumm!) this needed to be written, because Axel is a close second.
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.
BETA: Not beta’d.

SUMMARY: He wants to touch. He wants to feel.


Stimuli )

Dec. 8th, 2006

FIC: Cock It and Pull It - FF7:AC - NC-17

TITLE: Cock It and Pull It
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Final Fantasy
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Reno, Rude, OMC
WORDS: 3,800+
RATING: NC-17 (thematic elements)
GENRE: Drama. A small dollop of angst.
WARNING: elements of torture.
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Square Enix.
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: A “little” something wherein I try to delve in Reno’s back-story a bit. Not for the faint at heart. And I need to thank [info]cold_poet for the title—she has the best ideas for titles; from a song in which the lyrics were “Loaded God-complex, Cock it and pull it” which I think relates to Reno rather well. -GRIN-
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.
BETA: [info]cold_poet, who helped me feel good about this piece.

SUMMARY: Reno is not the type of person to forgive, or forget.

Cock It and Pull It )

Oct. 27th, 2006

FIC: Expected - FF:AC - PG-13

Angst mood.  Severely.  And what do I do when I'm severely angsting?  I write angst.  And, because I'm obsessing over Reno of the Turks and his deliciously malicious persona, it's about him.

Short, curt, to the point.  No beating around the bush.  (Well, I don't think.)  I'm practicing a new style of writing wherein that's the main point.  I'm the angst-queen, yo.  It's either angst, or some sort of non-angst, non-humour thing that wants to be humour and forsake the angst, though I have no idea how it comes across.  This, however, is not humourous.  More sardonic than sarcastic though, definitely, as we're dealing with Reno here--king of sardonicism and everything sarcastic to the point of banality.  Yo.  



TITLE: Expected
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
  FANDOM: Final Fantasy
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Reno, with Rude, Elena, Tseng.
WORDS: 1,150+
RATING: Pg-13 - themes
GENRE: Drama
WARNING: Ambiguous ending...?  Some mild gore. 
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Square Enix.
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: See above.
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.
BETA: None. 
SUMMARY: He shouldn't have been that surprised, really.

Expected )

Oct. 25th, 2006

FIC: Undeniable - FF7 - Reno/OFC - NC-17 [Short]

TITLE: Undeniable
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
  FANDOM: Final Fantasy
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Reno/OFC.
WORDS: 500+
RATING: NC-17
GENRE: PWP
WARNING: Het.
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to Square Enix.
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Came to me while writing my other/first Final Fantasy fic, which is still with the betas.  Hopefully (hint!) it'll pass shortly. 
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.
BETA: None.  It's just a PWP, c'mon!

SUMMARY: It's a need, pure and simple, and Reno intends on fulfilling it. 

Undeniable )

Oct. 16th, 2006

. . .

~*~*~*~

Dementors crowd in toward Draco, intending to Kiss him.  Only, at the last minute, they veer away, heading to the next in line. 

Harry sits and watches and is silent.  He watches as the Dementors completely ignore Malfoy.  He see Malfoy's eyes blank and soulless but he knows it's not the Dementors doing.  So why did the Dementors ignore Malfoy?


"I'm already dead, Potter," Malfoy tells him.  "I haven't been alive in a long time.  Nothing here for the Dementors to take, see?"

Harry sits and stares.  "Dead?"

Malfoy leans forward, as far as the chains would allow.  "Look into my eyes.  What do you see?"

Grey.  Flat.  Pinpoints for pupils.  "Nothing."

"Exactly.  Nothing here Potter.  Been nothing here for a long time.  Now, go away."

Harry shakes his head.  "I don't understand..."

"Nothing to understand, Potter.  I'm already dead.  I have no more hope.  No more dreams or fantasies or anything.  There is nothing here anymore.  I barely remember when life did feel good.  It's all gone now.  Go away."

Harry rises from his chair; his back and rump ache.  He can feel the ache but he ignores it.  Malfoy still sits on his cot, shackles about his wrists and ankles, a mere shroud covering his body.  In the cool dampness he doesn't even shiver, while Harry never thought of removing his wool coat.  Malfoy doesn't meet his eyes, but stares ahead, at the floor, hands laying idly by his sides.  Harry wonders if the boy--man, now--would even bother to eat the slop he knows the prisoners get. 

He back ups, feels the bars at his back and reaches behind him to grab one.  He needs to leave, needs to flee this place.  Needs to be away from Malfoy, from this living death. 

The true horror replays in his mind of the Dementors passing over Malfoy and leaving him alone.  'Cause there was nothing there for them to take. 

~*~*~*~

Sep. 27th, 2006

Sorry...

After much thought and consideration, I have decided to pull In Transience.  I'm finding way too many inconsistencies for my liking. Once I'm better satisfied with it, I'll repost it.  Until then, thank you to all those who read and commented, I'll remember to read those words when I'm feeling down on myself. 

Sorry. 

Sep. 6th, 2006

Missing It - Harry/Draco - NC-17

Not something I wrote today, as per my rant of frustration, but something I 'found' on my hard drive.  Thought I'd toss on here for your reading pleasure.

Enjoy!


TITLE: Missing it
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Harry Potter
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Harry, Draco
WORDS: 3,090
RATING: NC-17
GENRE: PWP, with a tiny bit of plot, if you squint.
WARNING:
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: So, like, can there ever just be a kissing scene that doesn’t devolve into wanking??
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.

SUMMARY: How could he have missed it? 


Missing It )

Sep. 1st, 2006

Preposterous Ponderings - Harry/Draco - R (hd_365)

TITLE: Preposterous Ponderings
AUTHOR: [info]anansay

FANDOM: Harry Potter
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Harry/Draco
GENRE: PWP
WORDS: short
WARNING: Slash
RATING: R--sex and idiocy
DISCLAIMER: These characters do not belong to me, but to J. K. Rowling. I only play with them.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Written for [info]hd_365 prompt of 'P' as a stand-in for ... ??anybody? Sorry, I'm crap at lists and such. And... I tried to have fun with it, so I tried my best to incorporate as many 'p' words as I could think of/come up with. I sincerely it's at least partway readable.

SUMMARY:
Potter has some profound ideas but sometimes they seem quite preposterous.


Preposterous Ponderings )

Aug. 27th, 2006

Watching - H/D - NC-17

A little interlude to pass the time...



TITLE: Watching
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Harry Potter
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Harry, Draco
WORDS: 1,439
RATING: NC-17
GENRE: PWP
WARNING: Slash.
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters. They belong to J. K. Rowling
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: just a little something...
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.

SUMMARY: Harry knows he’s watching. Can feels his eyes on his arse.

Watching )

Jul. 31st, 2006

Haemitc Delusions - Harry Potter - R

TITLE: Haematic Delusions
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Harry Potter
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Harry, Draco
WORDS: 823
RATING: R – disturbing elements
GENRE: Horror
WARNING: graphic imagery
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Response to [info]hd_angst challenge wherein the prompt was: Blood.  And this is what happened. 
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.

SUMMARY: Harry is fighting a never-ending war. 


Haemetic Delusions )

Jul. 30th, 2006

Something Chilling This Way Comes - Harry Potter - Harry/Draco - PG

TITLE: Something Chilling This Way Comes
AUTHOR: [info]anansayFANDOM: Harry Potter
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Harry/Draco
WORDS: 350
RATING: PG
GENRE: Drama.
WARNING: Darkness...?
DISCLAIMER: Not my characters.  They belong to
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: N/A
ARCHIVING: Just let me know where.

SUMMARY: It's the most frightening thing he's ever heard.

Something Chilling This Way Comes )

Original Writing - PG | AWDT - Stephen King's Cujo - page 30 - last full sentence

TITLE: Gone by Dawn
AUTHOR: [info]anansay
FANDOM: Original Writing
PAIRING/CHARACTERS: Original characters. 
RATING: PG--for extemely light suggestive elements
GENRE: Drama
WORDS: 488
WARNING: None.
DISCLAIMER: These ARE my characters. 
ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER: This author is not responsible for underage readers. Please observe the ratings, warnings, and age of legal consent for your country. Fanfiction posted in this journal is rated by the author following the indications of Motion Picture Association's film ratings.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Written for the AWDT over at [info]jamie2109's journal.  This week's prompt: Take the last full sentence on page 30 of a book (Not HP or the fandom you're writing in).  You must inlcude details of the book and the line in your header.
FEEDBACK/CONCRIT: Yes.
BETA(S): Nope.
ARCHIVING: Not this one, guys. 

SUMMARY: "The following day, there had been seven more cases."

Gone by Dawn )

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